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Speaking doesn’t feel like it’s coming from me please help

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I can’t get over this symptoms I don’t know if I’ve damaged my brain that processes that my speech originated from me or I’m psychotic , but Eversongle time I speak it’s like I can hear my voice but I have no choice what I want to say or got no connection to it like I can just hear my voice and me speaking , but my brain is completely silent not thoughts and words are coming out , I really can’t get over this symptom or accept it because it’s to strange it’s like I have no control over what I say or get to process what I say , and I feel like I’ve started speaking awkward saying stuff. I wouldn’t normally say or rubbish conversation , and because my brain is completely blank as I’m speaking it’s the wierdest sensation like I’m just observer of someone’s life speaking because I have no thoughts please say somone else experiences this
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I can’t get over this symptoms I don’t know if I’ve damaged my brain that processes that my speech originated from me or I’m psychotic , but Eversongle time I speak it’s like I can hear my voice but I have no choice what I want to say or got no connection to it like I can just hear my voice and me speaking , but my brain is completely silent not thoughts and words are coming out , I really can’t get over this symptom or accept it because it’s to strange it’s like I have no control over what I say or get to process what I say , and I feel like I’ve started speaking awkward saying stuff. I wouldn’t normally say or rubbish conversation , and because my brain is completely blank as I’m speaking it’s the wierdest sensation like I’m just observer of someone’s life speaking because I have no thoughts please say somone else experiences this
I know, it's a classic symptom of DR and it sucks. When it happened to me it was like my physical mouth was closed, or as if I did not feel it and someone else was speaking through a speaker. It feels very weird and it feels like I am not present in the conversation. The person in front of me think they are talking to me, but actually they are talking to a kind of robot body and I am buried inside and they can't see me. They think they are talking to me but they are not, and it made me even more self conscious. But the thing is, from the outside nobody could see that there was anything wrong with me, they just saw someone who maybe looked a bit more nervous than the normal population, at most, maybe they felt like I was a bit distracted by thoughts, but nobody ever told me anything. I think we look totally normal to others. It lasted a while, but it finally went away very slowly. How is your current state? Did it improve a little, got worse, or stayed the same?
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