[kchendrix]

I still remain positive but It has been tough lately. It doesn't do me any good to list my symptoms here anymore, because I know you all know what they are . Sometimes trying to get involved and focus away is so easy and sometimes so hard, I can get lost in a football game or a movie and not think about anything. Yet there are other times when things looking so dream like gets to me. Sometimes it seems like a self condemnation, sometimes I wonder if I will ever fully recover.. Guess I am just feeling one of those feel sorry for myself days, don't mean to be a downer today... Even when I manage to get lost for a bit , a flash thought comes in to check and see how I have been doing.

Thanks to everyone who is here, in good times and bad.... I hope you all have a great day..
KC

 

[Guest]

"Yet there are other times when things looking so dream like"

hey man im having that really intense today, I have it everyday but today is a nightmare, everywhere looks SO VERY dream like, and unreal, surreal, and I feel very detached from everything, I am wondering if its maybe because I have come down with a cold + sore throat etc? have you found that when you have something like that the detachment feels worse?



Its making me so very unhappy today

 

[lemontea]

I have that very bad today too...I don't have cold, but I am very tired (though I slept quite long, but, well, what can you expect from MONDAY?), and I think that when you have cold, you're more tired than usually, too...and that surely makes it worse.

 

[Guest]

Sorry you are having a hard time today. I can really relate to what you are saying. I too try to be positive but it is difficult to live with this condition on a daily basis. To not feel well is a heavy burden to carry around everyday. I keep thinking it is going to go away. God knows I have tried everything to get better.

I had an idea this morning about "checking in". I was on a walk with some friends feeling a little bit better when I decided to checked in with myself when BAM the feelings came rushing back. I was hit with a wave of nausea, dizziness and dr. It is almost like the second I looked around and checked in my brain threw out a MEMORY of what I was looking for. I was instanly taken into that state. Perhaps the key is to never check in!! ha ha good luck. It is all part of the obsession and the disorder. I don't have the answers but I can certainly understand your frustration!!

Wishing you a peaceful day!!

Sassy :?