[Thisisnotlife]

Hi...
Only thing here is anymore this voice which is all the time here. Its feels like someone has tale control over me. I feel that it is now moving me. And putting thoughts on my head. Im invisible and like i cant anymore do anything. Its like i dont have these necessary things inside of me which makes me human and conscious. Or i dont have brains anymore which makes me able to do something. Sometimes i feel like im so faraway this body or my true self... floating somewhere far. And this demon has taken control this body...

 

[Phantasm]

I think this sense of someone controlling us can actually be an echo or recording of someone who really was domineering in our lives. Identifying who it was and starting to argue against how they made you feel and the things they said can start the process of reclaiming yourself from people who might have "got inside your head." It takes time but you can rebuild your self-esteem.

 

[surf]

I relate to this a lot