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I search for words to explain how i feel.
Im not happy,
nor sad.
Im not hurting,
or feeling good.
I don't feel the enveloping emptyness,
nor am i feeling full.
Im feeling something,
some where in between.
I am not beautiful,
and I am not ugly.
I am not fat,
nor am I skinney.
I am not short,
and I am not tall.
Once again,
I am some where in between.
I am not wild and outgoing,
nor am i fully withdrawn and shy.
I am not totally seriouse,
or always joking.
I am not Intense and deep,
and I am not shallow and unknowing.
Yet again,
I am just somewhere in between.
I'm clearly not normal,
yet I'm not totally fucked up.
I have anxiety and dp/dr,
but not really that bad.
I can deal with my problems,
even though they hurt.
Finally,
I am some where in between.
Just once, I've wanted to be REALLY this or REALLY that,
I've wanted to not just be average.
I've wanted to be so much SOMETHING that some one would notice,
so much... that I would notice.
But in the end,
I am always...
just,
some where in between.


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abc1i7849
Jun 19 2011 01:46 AM

Well, I'd say you wrote an above-average poem
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abc1i7849
Jun 19 2011 01:46 AM

EDIT:eek:ops, didn't mean to comment twice.
 
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