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Hey everyone

I live in Italy, and I'm currently locked inside my house because of the whole quarantine thing.

I'm going crazy, and my solipsism ocd is back.

To those who actually dealt with this particular obsessioned, was there ever a time where you actually became paranoid about people lying about their consciousness?

It's bothering me so much, and i feel so alone
 

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@ivleo,

Perhaps it would help you to come to DP chat sometimes, just to exchange thoughts, and perhaps feel less alone, especially now that you are confined to your home.

I am sorry you feel this way.

Take care,

A.
 

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This whole "thing" has dragged me back into DP obsessions, intrusive thinking and alot of paranoia....This morning after my third sleepless night in a row im suddenly aware of the fact that my anxiety had severely heightened without me being aware of it and now Im in an obsessional stage which has left me ill again unfortunately...

I have become very suspicious of what is and isnt the truth about this whole thing and am now left in DP confused limbo...

This is the sickest ive been for quite some time now...I was managing my stress levels very well up until this point...Of course our "superiors" have decided that now none of us are in charge of our own stress levels...

I hope everybody is ok...
 

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In August 2019, all research at US Army Medical Research facility for Infectious Diseases was indefinitely put on hold after the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention cited the organization for failing to meet biosafety standards.

This was the same facility which released the Ames Anthrax spores which threatened US Senators and killed 5 back in 2001. Was the closing of USAMRID caused by the release of Covid--19, or did some mad scientist, angry over the facility's

closing, decide to get back at President Trump by destroying the US (and the world's) economy by releasing this bioweapon? 100 US soldiers took part in a military exercise in Wuhan, China in October 2019, just short weeks before

the appearance of the virus. Any intelligent person would know the virus would quickly spread to other nations and eventually find its way back into the USA. The US can call it "a Chinese virus" all they want, but a virus has no

ethnicity. I guarantee that USAMRID had people working to weaponize the corona virus. If they were more a facility to counter biological weapons, they would have created a vaccine for Ccorona by now. But, they are "defensive" in the same

context as the US defense department. The defense department makes war, and the Research facility makes bioweapons. Call me a conspiracy theorist, but you heard it here first.

On the bright side, this virus could save US Social Security, and overall it has to be a sigh of relief for the environment. A lot of cars and planes aren't emitting exhaust. Who knows, the oceans could even cool off by half a degree.

Educational institutions might figure out students don't have to attend classes to learn. People can vote from their homes. Social distancing can give a lesson about overcrowdding, etc., etc.
 

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In August 2019, all research at US Army Medical Research facility for Infectious Diseases was indefinitely put on hold after the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention cited the organization for failing to meet biosafety standards.

This was the same facility which released the Ames Anthrax spores which threatened US Senators and killed 5 back in 2001. Was the closing of USAMRID caused by the release of Covid--19, or did some mad scientist, angry over the facility's

closing, decide to get back at President Trump by destroying the US (and the world's) economy by releasing this bioweapon? 100 US soldiers took part in a military exercise in Wuhan, China in October 2019, just short weeks before

the appearance of the virus. Any intelligent person would know the virus would quickly spread to other nations and eventually find its way back into the USA. The US can call it "a Chinese virus" all they want, but a virus has no

ethnicity. I guarantee that USAMRID had people working to weaponize the corona virus. If they were more a facility to counter biological weapons, they would have created a vaccine for Ccorona by now. But, they are "defensive" in the same

context as the US defense department. The defense department makes war, and the Research facility makes bioweapons. Call me a conspiracy theorist, but you heard it here first.

On the bright side, this virus could save US Social Security, and overall it has to be a sigh of relief for the environment. A lot of cars and planes aren't emitting exhaust. Who knows, the oceans could even cool off by half a degree.

Educational institutions might figure out students don't have to attend classes to learn. People can vote from their homes. Social distancing can give a lesson about overcrowdding, etc., etc.
Yup....I hear ya forestx5.....Isnt it amazing how easy it is to control the masses by scaring them into submission...Im feeling better by the way because I grounded myself, turned off the bullshit news, left the two Facebook groups i was a memebr of and now delete ANY message that appears on my phone regarding this Virus...I now see it for what it is....Fabricated...Both in peoples imaginations (as regards its impact on us) and by more than likely somebody who was as you said "probably in a bad mood" with Mr T........Now that i have grounded myself again and have jumped off the Covid 19 Whirlwind Merry Go Round, seperated myself from all the "social media" Propoganda I have returned to reality and what is really important to me in my life....managing my stress levels properly and treating my alcoholism and other addictions on a daily basis....Ive retrieved my head from the doomsday fearful future and the depressing regretful past....Its back in the here and now where it belongs................Ive had DP for nearly 30 years.....If a small bug wants to take me (which is highly unlikely either way) so be it...

Thanks for the post forestx5.......
 

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Macdonalds, Walmart, Roche etc etc etc.......They will feed us, keep us clean and supply the drugs we all require to STAY ALIVE!!!!.....Just to quote a certain "Mr T"

"Incredible" companies each and every one of them (quote)......High fives all around.....

Im just annoyed I allowed myself to get sucked in at the start.....Im normally smarter than that.....Just goes to show how powerful fear can be when it comes to controlling people....
 
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