i really am so numb right now, my body, its actually been numb for a while. i can't feel the ground under me, if i bang into something i don't feel it, it feels like my body isn't mine, i recently took myself off abilify, but i'm not feeling any better any suggestions? also, she wanted to keep me on the medicine, my p doc. also another thing is i'm like never happy anymore, people i used to like don't make me happy, i don't really enjoy sports anymore, food doesn't taste good and music doesn't make me feel good anymore, i hate this. i feel hopeless. i really just want to feel my body again. i don't know what to do anymore, i think i might need an antidepressant of some sort. any suggestions on what works better than others. i really want to get better, but its hard. also feels like my mind is gone its vanished, i'm always staring out into space not thinking about anything or thinking about how i used to be before this happened and then i think i'll never get back to that stage of how i used to be. its horrible. i really don't know what to do anymore. sorry for the rant, thanks for listening though.