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Smoked lots of weed

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I decided to go for it, just wanted to hit the bottom and find out what it feels like. Since me being on Celexa I no longer have anxiety and panic.
After about 20 mins I was feeling what the real depersonalization felt like. I could not stand up or walk straight for about 10 mins, my mind seemed flying so high away from my body, all life was in slow motion. I was trying to memorize this experience as hard as I could so when I come back out of it I would feel normal or more like it, and hell it worked. I slept for about 13 hours after it, woke up feeling just like me again I don't know if its the old me but it is deffinetly better than what I felt before doing it.
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hi undp'ed

hope you're still feeling better. glad to hear confronting your fear in that way worked for you. i know it doesn't for me although i've tried most things that i believe sent me into it since the initial episode. i have to admit i've only done drugs when feeling pretty 'sorted' as when dp'ed i'm too messed up and scared. anyway mostly i've been left in a horrible state for a good few days.
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