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So next month I will have had this awful condition for 3 years however I don't really feel DP very much anymore. I am very rarely physically numb my emotions are still dunted sometimes though, I only ever go numb when I am having severe anxiety or a sudden panic attack.
My DR and Deja vu is still there pretty much constant but I'm trying to ignore it I guess.
My anxiety I can very much feel and I forgot how physical anxiety can feel since I have been so numb but I guess it's a good sign. I am now sleeping roughly 4-5 hours solid then awake very 30 mins til I decide to get out of bed.
And I also started my first job today in nearly 3 years it's only part time 10 hours a week and a cleaning job but yeah it's a massive step for me. Boy can I tell you I am so physically tired and my body is in so much pain. Go back a year ago I wouldn't have been able to go and work or even feel how sore my body is right now. I would just bea numb floating ghost unable to tell where the bed starts and my body ends
My DR and Deja vu is still there pretty much constant but I'm trying to ignore it I guess.
My anxiety I can very much feel and I forgot how physical anxiety can feel since I have been so numb but I guess it's a good sign. I am now sleeping roughly 4-5 hours solid then awake very 30 mins til I decide to get out of bed.
And I also started my first job today in nearly 3 years it's only part time 10 hours a week and a cleaning job but yeah it's a massive step for me. Boy can I tell you I am so physically tired and my body is in so much pain. Go back a year ago I wouldn't have been able to go and work or even feel how sore my body is right now. I would just bea numb floating ghost unable to tell where the bed starts and my body ends
