All day, every second, its there. When im able to distract myself, the dp isnt there as bad but i still feel it. Its getting so hard to live right now. Im not suicidal but i just want a break. Even if im doing stuff i enjoy, that feelings imidiately terminated cause i remember dp. Its probably a form of ocd... At night it gets worse. When im laying down and cant sleep, ill try exersizes to relax. Ive even tried yoga. Last night i layed there on my bed till from 11p-6am with my eyes closed and couldnt get it out of my head at all, its torture. Anyone else?