i try to be positive and avoid these forums, but i am just so fed up. im so fed up of feeling so alien and im so fed up of just getting by. i want to live!!!! im so fucking sick of nobody understanding. i find myself getting angry at others for taking what they have for granted, but why? how can i get mad at people when they don't know anything else? fuck i dont know. im just so sick of this. ill be off these forums again for a while. i just want to meet some likeminded people.