it was weird for me - i was a very outgoing person, but was also very shy - these two seem very contradictory. i always excluded myself, and since dp i am still an outgoing person (as in helping others and that), but only when there is no one else around to praise me, and i always exlcude myself, and am even shyer - is that a word? oh well. i also hate being with big groups of people, i dont like being noticed.