Sexuality and Dp/Dr

Well, I believe you already know whether you're gay or straight. Do you want intimate relationships with men? Do you have a desire for sexual contact with males? Those questions will tell you everything you need to know regarding your orientation. But you must also know that either way, it's not a big deal. I have had what I would call man-crushes, where I look at a guy and say "wow, he's attractive" - and I've also fantasized about being a different man at certain points in my life. Yet at the same time, I have only been intimate (and had relationships) with women. The fact that the female element of the transgenderism appeals to you most tells me that you're more straight than gay. But again, any sort of fluidity or doubt in this area is normal. I wouldn't worry about it in the least. There is so much wiggle room in the middle too. You may be 5% gay, 95% straight, for instance. Or you may go through different phases where you prefer one gender more than the other. Again, it's all fine. Can you tell us why it bothers you so much?