[caseyb086]

I cannot fucking take it anymore. This feeling of not being real.. of life not making sense anymore, of the existential questions that never go away... I wouldn't wish this upon anyone!! It's been 5 months into my relapse and no sign of it letting up. Everyone tells me oh it gets better and oh you'll recover But I don't know if I can hang on! I think about suicide constantly! And this is from someone who was so active and had a passion for adventure and life. I'm a shell of the person I was I just sit at home and do nothing because I literally CANNOT do anything. When will it end

 

[Wendy]

Gosh, you sound like me..

I'm sorry you're going through this. I won't give you platitudes since that might not be what you want to hear right now.

Just know that I'm here for you and I believe you can make it out.