Yeh I have simliar delusional thoughts, if dp being somehow an 'evil' entity or some outside force taking contol of my body.got so bad that it started to feel like the dp was an age hold entity that my soul had been at war with for thousands of years.i know that sounds crazy but thats how it felt. im sorry that i cant explain this too well, but these feelings are so abstract i can barely put them into words. if you have any thoughts on this or can relate please post them.
Im abstracted to A HUGE DEGREE also
I keep on thinking I see patterns everywehre in words shapes etc.
The crazy thing is , Im not crazy.
Anyway (I also think anyway is relevent somehow at thjis point, like showing different directions????) I have the same inabilty to descirbe waht teh fuck is going one without going into absurd automatic jabberwokky.