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OK now this is weird....but...does any1 end up talking to themselves??? As I've been hallucinatin' more i've noticed i've been doin' it more....it sux...Went to see psych yday and shes putting me on a beta blocker for anxiety....sucky....I have to wait for an adult psych referral who will help me better with meds but for the time being i guess its better than nothing....
 

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I don't really talk to my self that much, I can have stupid little conversations with myself like for a laugh very rarley, usually in a self deprecating manner. But I tend to think to my self in a conversational way more than physically talking to myself.

I've been hallucinatin' more i've noticed i've been doin' it more
Just out of interest what kind of hallucinations have you been having?
 

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i talk 2 myself alot.....alot in the head than out loud.....but saying that i have been none to sing out loud when in a tense situation just to try to block out the fear.....

.....i was on a beta blocker for anxiety.....i have only recentley stopped taking it but they are quite useful in lowering your heart when it is racing and does give some instant temp. releif to the physical symptoms.....the only side effect i seem to of had by coming off them is tingling in my hands and wrists which i know is a symptom from the anxiety.......give them a go they are quite effective....thet dont reduce the dp but do give some reduction of anxiety and help control panic attacks
 

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Yes lately I find myself saying something over again because the first time I said it, I realized that im so dp'd, i couldnt even hear myself say it. Or I say something and then a second later feel like i never said that. So I say it over again to feel a little more real.
 
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All kinds of delusional crap- flashes of school, last yr, seein people who aren't there n arguin with them but then have insight.....but its gotten worse over the last month or so....some of its seizure related tho :(
Psych is now 'writing me a letter' as to whats gonna happen for the time being, even though she was meant to put me on beta blockers till see new person but i can't stand waiting when i know its pretty bad. I'm being referred to a new adult consultant soon so im hopin that things'll improve :( :(
 

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hey I can relate to some of the delusional crap you are going through , it doesn't seem I have extaclly the same problems but I certainly have simliar ones, as for me it seems there is a totally irrational force at work within my mind, its like a storm in there that won't calm down. But stay strong and cling to the rational, you say you have insight which is a good thing, one of the first steps on the road to recorvery.
 
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