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So tonight I was feeling ok, although I was half-drunk, and I was talking to my brother. Then, for a second, it's like my eyes blurred and my best friends face appeared in front of me, and then it vanished and it was my brother again. I knew it was my brother the whole time, but i freaked out. I thought I was going crazy. Has anyone ever experienced anything like this? It really scared me, I was sure it's just the next step towards going crazy. BTW I do think that drinking, and especially the hangover afterwards, is not good for DP/DR. The worst times for me are when I'm hungover, at work. Anyway...overall today was a bad day...what really scares me is that for once in my life I'm finally understanding those who take their lives...i will never do it, becaue it's not in my ethical system...but the dp/dr really attacks sometime, hardcore. The worst part, as someone mentioned before, is that I constanlty evaluate myself. I feel good for a bit, then think "i've been feeling good, no DP/DR....Where is it" and then it comes back. Anyway, i'm rambling on. If anyone has any comments on any part of this post, I would be much appreciative.