I'm starting to not know who I am at all and I have a new fear of not being able to talk.
Is this normal???
I mean I can talk but my mouth almost feels numb or like I'm not gonna be able to speak and it terrifies me.
And yes I took my first dose yesterday I'm getting more understanding on what makes my dpdr worse.
I was having a conversation with friends about how I feel and how I just feel like I'm not where I'm suppose to be in life. Just a few years ago I was doing well financially, spiritually, relationship wise and then a lot happened this passed year that's made me question my own decisions.
I've questioned my faith,my friendships,my relationship,even myself and who I really am.now Everytime I talk about feeling lost I get this fear that I am gone and that I'll never be me again. And I fear that I'll forget who I am altogether.
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