okay so everything has been feeling so off I feel so dissociated right now! and I’m scared that I’ll actually start believing that nothing is real and just giving in to every feeling... like I literally feel like I’m developing dementia or something and there’s a little spec of me that’s gripping on to what I use to know... nothing feels familiar and I’m so scared that I’m going to convince myself that nothing is familiar and I’ll drop everything I use to know!!!