Sorry to hear that. I've experienced that paralysing fear too and have had dp on and off for nearly 20 years. What do you think has made it worse for you recently?After 8 1/2 years of having dp 24/7 and 2 years of coping much better. I feel like I have fallen back into the pits of hell with this disorder. I'm paralyzed with fear and can't seem to have a moment of relief. I could really use someone to talk to a friend that understands what this is like.