Ok, i'm really down. I was feeling good overall, and then BAM last night I get this horrible feeling of being in a dream, and it was really strong, so i was like "what if I am in a dream?" and all of that. Then tonight at dinner, I got that feeling again. It's the feeling of not being able to go anywhere. There is no where to go, no safe zone. I get hot and freak out. I took a lorazapam, and it helped a bit, but I still felt that bad DR feeling. I feel likle my mind is floating. There are too many thoughts. Sigh. Is it normal to have realy bad relapses, even when you are getting better?