Recovery; The unromantic version.

Hey guys, this site sure has changed a lot since I was. last here, and that was a while ago. Time flies when you're having fun, huh?

Long story short, I've recovered. Not in the took some pill, waited and shot back to life. I'm not how I was before DP/DR and I think that is a good thing. This experience really matured me and made me into a much better person than I was. I'm more calm and caring towards others, I work harder and I take better care of myself. I'm not in a cloud that makes me listen to terrible depressing music at night trying to make myself cry because I couldn't feel anything.

I'm sorry to report I don't have a solution to how it happened, it's a mystery to me myself. I wish I could tell you guys what worked for me, but all i can say is I continued living like how I did before and it all fell into place. I'm sorry if that's not what you want to hear and it's cliche but it's the truth for my case, not wonder drug, no shock therapy, just normality.

This is probably the last time I'll ever be on the site. To all the old members who are still here (if any) thank you for the support and engaging discussions we use to have. I won't forget you, especially somebody really special that used to be here but I won't mention because it may get me in trouble.

I wish you all the best, and I love you from the bottom of my heart

-Stephen.