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Hello.
I have had Derelazation for almost a year now.
Sometimes my days goes by without panicking about it. And the worst day is when my brain begins to talk bullshit to me.
Like:
"I will never recover from this!"
" This is the state i am going to live for the rest of you're life"
"I'm not real"
" I will never feel how it is to be normal again"
And this makes me so afraid, I dont want to live with this for my whole life. It make me so sad and depressed. I know that one day I will recover, but it does not feel like it.
The proof that I have that it will go away, is that it has get better with time. But I still have derelazation every day 24/7.
And when it get worse, all I ever do is Google answers. I am happy that I have found this forum.
And I wonder if you have any tips how to ride out this hell.
I have had Derelazation for almost a year now.
Sometimes my days goes by without panicking about it. And the worst day is when my brain begins to talk bullshit to me.
Like:
"I will never recover from this!"
" This is the state i am going to live for the rest of you're life"
"I'm not real"
" I will never feel how it is to be normal again"
And this makes me so afraid, I dont want to live with this for my whole life. It make me so sad and depressed. I know that one day I will recover, but it does not feel like it.
The proof that I have that it will go away, is that it has get better with time. But I still have derelazation every day 24/7.
And when it get worse, all I ever do is Google answers. I am happy that I have found this forum.
And I wonder if you have any tips how to ride out this hell.
