Yeah, this is a normal reaction to dpd I guess. I'm still not entirely convinced that I am not going nuts but this is my life! Lol! I try to laugh at it. If you can get a hold of some good comedy that helps me immensely. Forget all the "Why?" and "What?" Even the smartest people in the world can't answer many questions. So thinking about all this stuff is rather a useless thing to do with my time. If I'm around a bath tub, I get in some hot water and relish the dream world. It is not so bad. Feel good. Concentrate on enjoying yourself. Feeling normal isn't all that! Lol, how would I know? But seriously even if we are slowly losing our minds, you aren't alone. Let's enjoy the ride as much as possible. Life IS weird, and tomorrow is another day. Good luck.