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You know, I must lead a charmed life. I just went around the local shop to buy some cigarettes, and on the way I stopped to stroke a cat. After exactly two seconds of stroking, the cat threw up on my shoe. A really nasted yellow gak. I think it must have been saving it for someone like me. It really heaved it's guts up. I was so stunned I just stood there like an idiot and let it do it. My foot disappeared under a great big pile of cat vomit. I did my best to clean it up, but can you imagine what my office smells like now? And the worst thing is - everyone is so polite that they haven't mentioned it. What do I say? Admit that a cat pumped up over me, or that my hygiene is getting a little lacklustre?

Anyway, that's not why I posted this post but I thought I'd share. What I want to ask is this: Does anyone, when they are really anxious, ever do quite insanely random stuff, just to try and preoccupy their thoughts? I have a, er, friend who does this. I tell, er, him to behave himself, but she rarely listens. He, she, oh sod it - I, get into all kind of scrapes because of that. Because it's my only reliable distraction technique, it's almost become second nature. :(
 

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Martinelv said:
You know, I must lead a charmed life. I just went around the local shop to buy some cigarettes, and on the way I stopped to stroke a cat. After exactly two seconds of stroking, the cat threw up on my shoe. A really nasted yellow gak. I think it must have been saving it for someone like me. It really heaved it's guts up. I was so stunned I just stood there like an idiot and let it do it. My foot disappeared under a great big pile of cat vomit. I did my best to clean it up, but can you imagine what my office smells like now? And the worst thing is - everyone is so polite that they haven't mentioned it. What do I say? Admit that a cat pumped up over me, or that my hygiene is getting a little lacklustre?
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Well, i don't really have anything to add on the random behaviour, but i have to say this little anecdote made me chuckle a good deal. :lol:

As you can see by the emoticon, i speaketh the truth.
 

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I have a, er, friend who does this. I tell, er, him to behave himself, but she rarely listens. He, she, oh sod it - I, get into all kind of scrapes because of that. Because it's my only reliable distraction technique, it's almost become second nature.
My sense is that these acts of desperation do involve the removal of clothing, which can be fun. :twisted:

I'm available. 8)
I think.
What the Hell am I saying, LOL. :shock:
 

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this thread intrigues me.

i've had times where slamming my head against a wall was far superior to just sitting there.

sometimes it doesn't even feel like anxiety...but boredom.

walking down the hall of a building a few days ago it smelled strongly of paint or paint thinner or something and i had the urge to inhale and inhale and inhale as much as i could. i didn't do it, thank goodness, but it was just like...i was sick of everything being so...drab?

i once kicked a hole in the wall because i had to wait an hour to go out somewhere and i was bored RIGHT THEN. and i tried covering the hole with similar colored printer paper and moving a table in front of it and my friend liz comes over and walks by it and casually remarks "nice hole in the wall" and i'm like "you fucking bitch"

:)

i have ALWAYS wanted to crowdsurf, and i was drunk enough to do it earlier this year and got thrown on my tailbone, didn't regret it but felt bad for costing dad a few hundred in xrays...

(tomorrow is his birthday..maybe i should avoid costly injuries as my birthday present to him.)

oh man i forgot i wrote this...i left this window open for a while
 

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My sense is that these acts of desperation do involve the removal of clothing, which can be fun.
Funny you should mentiom this, since dp/anxiety I have been doing this a lot. I always get my nob out, seriously, it's insane. I do it partly because I think it's funny and partly out of boredom.
 

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WHAT???

WHAT???

I cannot believe that that word Axel used does not warrant some kind of investigation. 8)

I just [/i]knew there was some reason they put you in lock down in Atlanta. :lol:

Seriously, I questioned how long it would take to get you locked up here, and now, well...will see.

Of course a nob could be like a toque for all I know. :?
 

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G-funk started this and Little Miss Dreamer opened the door wiiiiide open with her naked thing.

Okay, everybody back in the breadbasket...you know where we're going. :p
 

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And this all started out so innocently. Sigh.

Axel, Person3 - I known what you mean. I'm starting to think whether I actually have ever enjoyed anything whatsoever, and so I do spontaneous and mildly outrageous things to try and 'feel' something. Hmm. Yes, I think there is definately something in that.

I've never got my knob out though.

(And yes Terri* - a knob is exactly what you think it is.)
 

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I also find the statement highly suspicious. 8)

BTW, for future reference...is it nob or knob?

I have a friend who recently moved to England and I want to be sure I share correct information with her.
 
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