[M A R S]

Right-now I'm drunk and I'm having obsessive and racing thoughts.

That this is it.

My life is over and this is all i have. I feel like I'm ready to just give up...

I know i have so much to give to this world, but at the same time i feel like just dont want to do anything. phuuck i have not held a real job in my life and I'm 31!!!! I have just run scams and odd jobs, a decent business i let fall apart because i'm a lazy unmotivated dick head..

Im just going to try to focus on my photography and my car http://www.dslreports.com/pics/dimaging/411970?folder=0

Again I'm sorry for a drunken rant...

 

[Brainsilence02]

i am not drinking but...

don't drink man.

drinking causes a feeling of invincibility (i hear it a lot)

damn, i dont remember the advices for people who drink

i will try finding them

seach all posts by JC, he had problems of drinking in the past, and other people did

but, it doesnt worth the while buddy

you know, i have a self-destructive obsession with drnking and things. it's a sore point for me. i have discovered why it hurts so much.

take care

 

[Diverticulitis]

Galaxie 500: So cool a band named themselves after it.
Is the 'Top Cat' plate for real?

 

[M A R S]

Yes it is a real New York State plate..

 

[Kelson12]

Just hang in there man. It sounds like you have been through a HELL of alot in your life. But, from your website link you sent, I can tell you have a TON of talent. Just lose the drink man.....it's not worth it. Especially if you become destructive when you drink. It's just a temporary fix. Unfortunently, I am trying to stay clean from alcohol as well.

Just stay strong man. Peace.

Kelson