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I dunno why I'm writing this...I do but I'm feelin confused again...I kinda know what's up but I can't get any help till my next psych appt in 2 wks. I've felt wayyyyyyyy different for a couple of weeks now, I dunno why it's kicked in this way....I'm @ uni and I was all ready to go this morning and I'm upset cos I keep gettin weird dr thoughts and thinking that I'm actually going to school, when I've finished school...everything seems to have some 'meaning' like more exaggerated than the norm....I'm tryin to fight it and distract myself...I really really am but i dunno it just seems so hard sometimes...I know I'm not being positive when I should be....I just keep switchin from one 'self' to another kinda thing.....
my hallucinatings worse and I've been comin on here a lot more than usual and it seems like I'm being controlled.....I'm tryin to fight it but im lost.........

 

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Time for you to find a good distraction. You've got a heightened awarenessa and are extra sensitive to everything, but you need to squeeze any positive elements you can out of this shift. If you can shift into this differing mental place, than its just as possible to shift into a place where you can be happy. You can't just jump around from one aggravating mindset to another forever.