Never tried benzos, i am a very stubborn person and committed myself to resolving this issue by myself with the passage of time, that however lead me to lose a part of the caring side, a bit of soul i guess. But I'm very optimistic towards a bright future, i feel it within. I think dpdr is meant to happen to some of us, it's a strange condition, but makes you learn a shit ton if you just let it be in you. I'm also a very anxious person, and for sure the onset of a bit more anxiety directly impacts dpdr, it's our brain's protection from an unwanted reality (1 trigger). Tbh i don't find any hope or patience for therapists or conventional treatments, strangely enough I'm lazy enough to just let it settle in rather than seeking a valid professional. I remember the first episodes when it started happening, i wasn't in any anxious situation, just daily routine and suddenly started feeling like in a dream, scared the shit outta me, till i snapped back. Unfortunately it insidiously settled in overtime to the point it was already normal, but i remember very specific harsh sudden attacks where I was just having supper with family looking at someone and suddenly it was like my spirit going the fock outta my body, i remember grabbing the closest think like a napkin to fucking tightly as to try and remain in reality. Well, i was 18, I'm now 25, embraced dp in such a level whereas i literally don't give a single fuck about it, no matter how harsh, probably not healthy, but also probably the only 'true way out'. If anyone seeks to share thoughts or needs some mental comfort I'm available to help you how i can, if anything, this shit makes us a family, and we must look out for each other