I'm gonna die because of this, right now I feel i dont know who the hell iam how the hell i know this forum, what the hell is a forum, what the hell is the internet, who the hell am i?
My voice - slurred speach.... these are not my words im thinking this is not me talking.
Blacking out feeling - not knowing how i got from one place to another.
Feels like my mind is slowly shutting down.... cant feel my own weight, feel light, hollow.
This post is just a complete ramble but i dont know how to put it.... i even shed a few tears earlier... just let me die let me whispering to myself.
my memory... feels completely lost.
Im becoming dumbified if there is such a word... soon i will be a lifeless living piece of meat.... sitting there... trapped inside my brain not knowing who or what iam, what words are, what their meanings are.
cant take this.