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Point of no return.

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I'm gonna die because of this, right now I feel i dont know who the hell iam how the hell i know this forum, what the hell is a forum, what the hell is the internet, who the hell am i?

My voice - slurred speach.... these are not my words im thinking this is not me talking.

Blacking out feeling - not knowing how i got from one place to another.

Feels like my mind is slowly shutting down.... cant feel my own weight, feel light, hollow.

This post is just a complete ramble but i dont know how to put it.... i even shed a few tears earlier... just let me die let me whispering to myself.

my memory... feels completely lost.

Im becoming dumbified if there is such a word... soon i will be a lifeless living piece of meat.... sitting there... trapped inside my brain not knowing who or what iam, what words are, what their meanings are.

cant take this.
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Go to a hospital emergency room or, if you cannot get there, call 911.
Go to the hospital emergency room if you want to feel better.

They will give you (probably) an anti-anxiety medication such as lorazepam. You will feel better and perhaps you will connect what they give you to feeling better and understand why you are being advised to seek medical attention immediately."

I'm not afraid you will harm yourself; I know, however, exactly what you are suffering and how horrific it is.
Well, when they say "chronic," they mean unremitting for years on end...

We all know your true intent, Scattered -- we can seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee into your miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiind...... ooh ooooh ooh
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