anthony we talk alot on msn and to be honest i would cut down the alcohol your drinking,its not overly excessive but using it everyday will just lead to more detachment and anxiety...enjoy a drink but take a few days off inbetween sessions
jc
jc
Point of no return.
I'm gonna die because of this, right now I feel i dont know who the hell iam how the hell i know this forum, what the hell is a forum, what the hell is the internet, who the hell am i?
My voice - slurred speach.... these are not my words im thinking this is not me talking.
Blacking out feeling - not knowing how i got from one place to another.
Feels like my mind is slowly shutting down.... cant feel my own weight, feel light, hollow.
This post is just a complete ramble but i dont know how to put it.... i even shed a few tears earlier... just let me die let me whispering to myself.
my memory... feels completely lost.
Im becoming dumbified if there is such a word... soon i will be a lifeless living piece of meat.... sitting there... trapped inside my brain not knowing who or what iam, what words are, what their meanings are.
cant take this.
My voice - slurred speach.... these are not my words im thinking this is not me talking.
Blacking out feeling - not knowing how i got from one place to another.
Feels like my mind is slowly shutting down.... cant feel my own weight, feel light, hollow.
This post is just a complete ramble but i dont know how to put it.... i even shed a few tears earlier... just let me die let me whispering to myself.
my memory... feels completely lost.
Im becoming dumbified if there is such a word... soon i will be a lifeless living piece of meat.... sitting there... trapped inside my brain not knowing who or what iam, what words are, what their meanings are.
cant take this.
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