I had a breakdown in 2016 but I have had many ideas in my head I want to discuss here is my list:
*Worry my life is a fix or my mind of thoughts are preplanned
*I worry if you figure out your existence you die?
*The toilet block at work for customers went out of service I use to wash my hands lots my fear is they seen me on camera so decided to put them out of service ironically they are now working but there is a pass code to get in and nobody tells me. My fear is it's god reaching me a lesson as I suffer ocd and wash my hands lots but I also fear it's because my life is a fix?
*Somebody put my bin in my front garden and as I have ocd again I worry god is teaching me a lesson.
*I worry life is all one big lesson but why I wonder why do we get a lesson why can't I just trod along and have a quiet life?
I have solispism ideas in my head hence the above thoughts also stuff like bleeping reminds me of a heart monitor and I worry again I will die. When I had a breakdown I seen life in a deep way and heard people saying I wouldn't "get back" my worry is if you have a breakdown you die or get locked up forever
Anybody got any ideas on my views?
*Worry my life is a fix or my mind of thoughts are preplanned
*I worry if you figure out your existence you die?
*The toilet block at work for customers went out of service I use to wash my hands lots my fear is they seen me on camera so decided to put them out of service ironically they are now working but there is a pass code to get in and nobody tells me. My fear is it's god reaching me a lesson as I suffer ocd and wash my hands lots but I also fear it's because my life is a fix?
*Somebody put my bin in my front garden and as I have ocd again I worry god is teaching me a lesson.
*I worry life is all one big lesson but why I wonder why do we get a lesson why can't I just trod along and have a quiet life?
I have solispism ideas in my head hence the above thoughts also stuff like bleeping reminds me of a heart monitor and I worry again I will die. When I had a breakdown I seen life in a deep way and heard people saying I wouldn't "get back" my worry is if you have a breakdown you die or get locked up forever
Anybody got any ideas on my views?