[Spadde]

People who I know are my family, and that Ive loved so much in the past, that Ive longed to feel their embrace, now feel like strangers. I look at their face and I just see a face, not my father, or my mother or sister, just a face. Even my own face feels like someone else.

Im scared and feel alone.
Has anyone else felt like I have?

 

[Chip1021]

Yep. Very much so. I'm used to it now though (but it was terrifying when I first got that feeling about 14 years ago).

 

[DerealizedDutchie]

Yes i still experience it as well, but just like Chip said, i’m used to it now so i dont freak out over it. It’s just that i can’t get rid of feeling that loneliness.. it’s so extreme man. I cannot connect with a single person or object in this world, it makes me sooo sad. I used to feel some sort of safety when i was laying in my own bed watching tv shows, but thats gone now as well.. it’s like im always on the run for something, i cannot catch a single break, anywhere.

 

[Spadde]

Same is true with places btw. Like my home dosent feel like my own. My bed dosent feel like my own

 

[Fromhollandwithlove]

I thought we shared some special connection DerealizedDutchie ):

But yeah, can relate aswell Spadde.. I got used to it by now and it doesn't bother me that much anymore.. It's scary/strange at first but you will get past this!

At some point we WILL connect back with the people we love and care about, I firmly believe that. We had it at some point, so we will regain it aswell, just gotta stay strong.

Remember that you actually ARE safe and that there is nothing really "wrong" with you. I sometimes tend to forget this myself and I have to reassure myself that I'm safe.

You're gonna be oke!

 

[optimist100]

Omg I thought I was the only one, thank you for sharing your feelings.
people I love, my family, my house and stuff it's all strange and unfamiliar. I agree with ''fromhollandwithlove", it will pass it's my believe too.