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idk if i have dp anymore

but

i have no feelings

its like when people talk to me i have nothing to say, no feelings come to mind, no funnyness

just plain old boring answers

and i feel like talking is a workout and i dont feel like talking to anyone ever

its hard

but at this point

i think i just have depression

ima try a ssri soon

see if it snaps me out of it

at the moment im just a zombie

so hoping i get my confidence back

and my happyness

and my funny back

ima keep pushing before i take this ssri, which 1, idk yet

u kno it wouldnt be so hard

but like

damn just having a conversation is so tiring

and like i dont even know what to say and dont want to make a fool out of myself

its like im just faking the conversation

it really blows

idk what to do at this point

just making this topic

if anyone has any input

shoot

thanks guys

am bored
 

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Just wanted to say that I feel you. And it's not social anxiety either; it's just as bad with family and long-time friends.

Don't know what, if anything, can be done about it. Just wanted you to know that i feel it too and it really really sucks.
 

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Just wanted to say that I feel you. And it's not social anxiety either; it's just as bad with family and long-time friends.

Don't know what, if anything, can be done about it. Just wanted you to know that i feel it too and it really really sucks.
i dont want to say theres nothing that can be done

i have hope that ill get over this

cant give up man

i once for a day had my feelings and confidence back, as if i was cured

it lasted for a day

but like a dumbass i bought into my paranioa anxiety i had at the time and fell backwards

i wish i could go back to that day

i was almost cured...

and all i was doing was playing basketball

like with this dp it kinda thru my basketball game off and my shot

and i was just out there practicing

and found my shot again

and i felt so good

something came over me

and i had so much confidence

and i was like super normal that day

making my at the time girlfriend laugh just like the old days

i guess ima keep playing basketball till that feeling comes back again

but today was a hard day

i went to the mall

wasnt looking for conversation

but when i had some

it was as if what i said didnt mean anything

like i would small talk and just get blown off

really sucked

maybe was my energy

cus i just didnt feel like speaking when i was

anyways

lets not give up man!!

if u found anything positive let me knooooo
 
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