Ok, some of you may recall a recent post of mine regarding a planned trip to a country in continental Europe.
Well I had booked a flight to Linz, Austria, for today. I was planning to travel up to Prague the next day, then bacl to linz the day after that.
Well guess what, I only realised this morning that I'd left my passport up at my universit residence. It was too late to travel up there and get it, so now I can not go, and I've wasted my money. I feel so pissed off, I really can't even be bothered to be original or poetic about it.
My friends, of course, still went, and I was planning on going out there to catch up witht hem tomorrow them tomorrow. But I've just checked the flihts, and they're all too expensive.
I'm on my Easter holidays at the moment, and I've been slaving it at some sh*t labouring job, getting up at 5am, earning minmum wage, just so I could get away from the sheer boredom of daily life here, for a few measely days. Yet I'm too f*cking rational to blame God, or fate, or feel that life is treating me unfairly, which I believ are all healthy reactions. So it just ends up seeming absurd.
I know it's not that big a deal compared to many other things, but I really need to vent my frustration somehow.
