Hey spaceplexx..what you are describing sounds a lot like ocd....a very common obsession for those of us with ocd is that we will lose control and hurt someone or ourselves, even those, especially those, closest to us. I remember one of the first times i had that thought and it scared the crap out of me. When this is ocd, we are afraid we will hurt someone, and as much as I've doubted it, i think that's where the difference between us and those who really WANT to hurt someone.
Obsessive fearful thoughts
I have Obsessive thoughts thats i may lose control and freak out. That i may hurt people. Its more of a freak out that i have become so crazy that i would some day do something like this.
I now think my DP/DR and panic and anxiety are moving in to schizophrenia.. I'm freaking out that i may forget whats right and then I'm off to the races..
I would never and have never hurt anything more than a bug in my life. I don't even like to think about where my food comes from. I have had rage but never meaningless violence.
I hate to see people even in pain...
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME..
In the past i have had insane thoughts i may loose touch and hurt people or my self. Like i say its more of a fear of losing control and acting out, more than the fear that i actually will do it.
Have any of you had feelings like this?
I now think my DP/DR and panic and anxiety are moving in to schizophrenia.. I'm freaking out that i may forget whats right and then I'm off to the races..
I would never and have never hurt anything more than a bug in my life. I don't even like to think about where my food comes from. I have had rage but never meaningless violence.
I hate to see people even in pain...
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME..
In the past i have had insane thoughts i may loose touch and hurt people or my self. Like i say its more of a fear of losing control and acting out, more than the fear that i actually will do it.
Have any of you had feelings like this?
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forgot to end the sentance correctly...should read that's where the difference between us and those who really want to/will hurt someone lies.
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