Why do I do this to myself. I was going to try Effexor and I have spent hours reading rewiews and now I am traumatized. My main concern is the "what if is too strong for me" I am only 97 pounds. He gave me a low dose 37.5 but even that I read has horrible side effects.People complain about hellucinarion, serotonin syndrome, blindness, calapsing with just the first pill. I don't have depression. I just have this horrible Dp/dr and the terrible anxiety that comes with it. What if it makes things worse. I am so scared now! I don't know what to do. What if i take it and I get one of those horrific soul leaving body detachment attacks. Ugh I just want to cry! I have come a along way since this started back in February and I don't want to go back to those first few months. I just don't know what to do.