My DPDR started like 6 years ago, I had a lot of panic attacks/anxiety. I was also very obsessed with getting better. And it made it more difficult to recover at that time. I've not been paying so much attention to it anymore like I used to do. Also I do not have any panic attacks anymore which is good. I do have a little bit anxiety at times, but it's not that bad. But now I'm at this point that I feel kind of normal, but still I feel like there is something off, I don't feel the same like I used to. Is there anyone who experiences the same? I also noticed I still feel like a spectator. But that's all.