not feeling excited. no emotions.

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stickdude

Discussion Starter · Sep 25, 2005

anyone just never really feel happy? it's like i just act it all the time. whenever a special event is coming up or let's say someone gives me a gift, the spark in my brain that tells me to be happy and excited about it never goes off. if someone gave me a million dollars, i wouldn't really feel the happiness getting it, just would be like "ok, what should i buy" in my dull emotions. if i'm talking to someone, i just don't really give a crap about talking. i want to be able to enjoy talking and everything else but just can't feel it. is it just because i'm depressed maybe?

the only time i really do get happy about things and enjoy talking to people is when i'm high or drunk. i don't do either that much though. anyone like this too?

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Scattered

· #2 · Sep 25, 2005

The only time I'm ever happy is when I delude myself into the belief that a given occurence is going to change my life for the better. Inevitably, nothing ever changes and I'm left back in a state of cold indifference. I have the capacity for emotion, in fact at times im extremely emotional, but can only truely relate to sadness, melancholy, etc. Otherwise I just don't give a shit.

I'm not a psychologist, psychiatrist, etc but I often believe that I'm experiencing a mild and chronic form of depression.

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