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anyone just never really feel happy? it's like i just act it all the time. whenever a special event is coming up or let's say someone gives me a gift, the spark in my brain that tells me to be happy and excited about it never goes off. if someone gave me a million dollars, i wouldn't really feel the happiness getting it, just would be like "ok, what should i buy" in my dull emotions. if i'm talking to someone, i just don't really give a crap about talking. i want to be able to enjoy talking and everything else but just can't feel it. is it just because i'm depressed maybe?

the only time i really do get happy about things and enjoy talking to people is when i'm high or drunk. i don't do either that much though. anyone like this too?
 

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The only time I'm ever happy is when I delude myself into the belief that a given occurence is going to change my life for the better. Inevitably, nothing ever changes and I'm left back in a state of cold indifference. I have the capacity for emotion, in fact at times im extremely emotional, but can only truely relate to sadness, melancholy, etc. Otherwise I just don't give a shit.

I'm not a psychologist, psychiatrist, etc but I often believe that I'm experiencing a mild and chronic form of depression.
 

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The only thing I can feel emotions about is my dp/dr...like when it's better, I can be happier, and when it's worse I'm really depressed sometimes, but I can't really feel any emotions about anything else.
 

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I know what you mean, i have exactly the same problem... when something good happens in my life i am thinking that this is marvellous and that if i were okay then I could feel things but nooooooooo
i don't feel anything at all...
isn't this supposed to be dp?
 

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life is hell, hence shit happens.
 
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