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·hi im 17 and have managed to already messup my life.
i went to a friends house to smoke some weed, now usually the smoke is white but this stuff was brown! i had 3 well packed cones and i was gone then suddenly i went into a laughing fit (perfectly natural) but then the dp set in... i couldnt control myself the whole world went 2D, i began screaming "oh god wats happening!" neighbours came to their windows and stared at me, so my friend dragged me inside and put me down on his bed, my heart was racing, i was shaking and breathing realy fast until the dp wore off.
3 nights later i woke up in the middle of the night and had a panic attack (heart pounding and realy fast breathing). ever since ive had pains in my arms and muscle spazims all over my body.
its been about 2-3 months now and the dp was at its worst for the first month but it is gradually getting better as im seeing a therapist and it feels great to get everything off my chest (but i haven't told him about smoking weed out of fear of my parents finding out), im also taking a herbal remedy called ST. Jons wort thats ment to help me sleep (it worked for the first few days now im not so sure).
ive had a terrifying dream where i was at a party with friends we were all extremely drunk and colapsed over eachother in a drunken laughing heap, when suddenly dp set in, my vision went cloudy and i began to scream, then i woke up :roll:
I find it extremely hard to sleep at night, i normally go to bed at 2:30AM because im scared of my dreams. sometimes at night i hear noises in my head that repeat over and over, sort of noises from video games e.g gun shots. sometimes i feel burning in the front of my brain, and in the morning i always wakeup with my right arm numb except for 2 fingers. i have recently found out that PCP is often laced with weexd and is a major causer of dp, so thats one reason how i figured i may have it
boy that feels kinda good to tell, any words of support and advice are welcome, and i pray for everyone who suffers this crap. (please excuse any spelling and if this doesn't make sense sorry im actually feeling tired now!)
i went to a friends house to smoke some weed, now usually the smoke is white but this stuff was brown! i had 3 well packed cones and i was gone then suddenly i went into a laughing fit (perfectly natural) but then the dp set in... i couldnt control myself the whole world went 2D, i began screaming "oh god wats happening!" neighbours came to their windows and stared at me, so my friend dragged me inside and put me down on his bed, my heart was racing, i was shaking and breathing realy fast until the dp wore off.
3 nights later i woke up in the middle of the night and had a panic attack (heart pounding and realy fast breathing). ever since ive had pains in my arms and muscle spazims all over my body.
its been about 2-3 months now and the dp was at its worst for the first month but it is gradually getting better as im seeing a therapist and it feels great to get everything off my chest (but i haven't told him about smoking weed out of fear of my parents finding out), im also taking a herbal remedy called ST. Jons wort thats ment to help me sleep (it worked for the first few days now im not so sure).
ive had a terrifying dream where i was at a party with friends we were all extremely drunk and colapsed over eachother in a drunken laughing heap, when suddenly dp set in, my vision went cloudy and i began to scream, then i woke up :roll:
I find it extremely hard to sleep at night, i normally go to bed at 2:30AM because im scared of my dreams. sometimes at night i hear noises in my head that repeat over and over, sort of noises from video games e.g gun shots. sometimes i feel burning in the front of my brain, and in the morning i always wakeup with my right arm numb except for 2 fingers. i have recently found out that PCP is often laced with weexd and is a major causer of dp, so thats one reason how i figured i may have it
boy that feels kinda good to tell, any words of support and advice are welcome, and i pray for everyone who suffers this crap. (please excuse any spelling and if this doesn't make sense sorry im actually feeling tired now!)
