Imagine: This won't be much of a comfort to you, but all i can say is that i've been there, sooooo many times, and it does get better. it really does. I would try doing a lot more. Force yourself to wake up and go out and do things. Immerse yourself in something novel, as phoney as it may seem at first.
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p.s. love the emoticons
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p.s. love the emoticons