[lilnewk]

It's been 2 months with zero improvement in my dpdr anxiety or depression. I cant get out of bed and I'm pregnant. Iv been taking medication but none of it is working this time and I'm really scared. My life is exactly what Iv always wanted, I'm moving into a brand new house next week and having my first baby in ten weeks. This is ruining the whole experience and maybe my whole future. Iv waited for this moment my whole life and I don't even feel like it's mine
Why did I get rid of it the second time I got it so quick ? Within a month but got better everyday, this time it's two months zero change and I'm getting scared I'm stuck and nothing's going to help me this time. The medication that got me out of it both times before isn't working this time help