[shadowness]

i feel like EVERYTHING i do is purely subconscious...

when i watch something or do something....it just feels like nothing but routine and uncontrolable...

i feel like i cannot make real decisions anymore...

whn i get asked something or asked to do something...i just seem to say something without really thinking about it...

and when i do things i ask myself why am i doing this?

i just feel like i purely have to live not want to live...

i just do not really know what i am doing anymore...i feel like i there is nothing that i really want to do...

i want to achieve things but they also jus feel more like a hve to than want to...

everything just seems so false...when i talk to people i feel so confused...why i am saying the things i am saying...i just feel like a waking talking thing with no personality or conscious decision...

any comments are welcome...

thank you for reading.

 

[dreamcatcher]

i am just like that shadow......i am hoping this is the numb stage before reality.....cause i have no physical symptoms of anxiety any more i am just permantely OUT OF IT....numb all over trying not to question everything but still doing it......i think its the long slow process of us trying to let go of it......just try to except whatever you are saying or doing is what you want to do even if you dont conciously think it is....dont know if i am making any sense.......dont give up shads.......things will improve

 

[shadowness]

i am just like that shadow......i am hoping this is the numb stage before reality.....cause i have no physical symptoms of anxiety any more i am just permantely OUT OF IT....numb all over trying not to question everything but still doing it......i think its the long slow process of us trying to let go of it......just try to except whatever you are saying or doing is what you want to do even if you dont conciously think it is....dont know if i am making any sense.......dont give up shads.......things will improve

thank you dreamcatcher....

yeah the numbess is horrible...

i really do hope this passes...

 

[Guest]

i feel like EVERYTHING i do is purely subconscious...

when i watch something or do something....it just feels like nothing but routine and uncontrolable...

i feel like i cannot make real decisions anymore...

whn i get asked something or asked to do something...i just seem to say something without really thinking about it...

and when i do things i ask myself why am i doing this?

i just feel like i purely have to live not want to live...

i just do not really know what i am doing anymore...i feel like i there is nothing that i really want to do...

i want to achieve things but they also jus feel more like a hve to than want to...

everything just seems so false...when i talk to people i feel so confused...why i am saying the things i am saying...i just feel like a waking talking thing with no personality or conscious decision...

any comments are welcome...

thank you for reading.

You need a "new" thing in your life..
A "new" friend. A "new" holiday.. A "new" job.. A "new" anything..

You need something to wake you up that breaks with your routine and your environment.. but you're too swamped.. you're waiting for change.
You've stagnated from frustrated attempts to "live", you're a tongue-biter, I think, you feel confined by your generousity, maybe

 

[Guest]

DP is living life within the subconcious mind. We're taking a backseat and watching our conciousness act on impulse.

 

[Magneto]

Hmmm that is an interesting way to put it Zig.

I had always had a (seemingly) opposite analogy for my "condition", that part of your unconscious thinking slipped into conscious thinking, making you think/view/feel too much "consciously".

My consciousness refuses to act on impulse, and when it seems to, I question it.

Mag

 

[Guest]

shadow you're simply describing the dp/dr condition. if you are interested in moving out of your subconscious, be as shallow as you can possibly be;
work hard
socialise heaps
strive for financial supremecy
take up photography or similar external focus hobby
blow off friends/family who hold you back

you will live more on the surface and minimise your deep-introspective self.

 

[Guest]

as wierd as it might sound the DP keeps u from having a good time in life if u keep worrying about it... It uses ur worries as a tool to make things worst... it will go away dont worry about it... if it doesnt it will get to the point where its so small u wont even notice