I have honestly just had enough of all this now, just when I think it can't get any worst...it does.
I feel so estranged from my memories, like I am 100 percent blocked, but anything I can remember just feels like a very long fauge dream
I feel like my memories are not real, like my whole "existence" has been a lie, I have memories but I feel like it was someone else who experienced it. Everything is so fucking strange to me.
I am sick of this now, I just want my god damn life back!!!!!