I'm new to this board, but I'm glad I have found it. Last month, the day after my 18th b-day, my friend brought over alcohol to my apartment. I had never drank anything before that, and I also have an eating disorder. I got totally trashed by drinking 7 Smirnoff Ice Triple Black. I passed out on the stairs, and when I woke up the next morning, it felt like I was in a dream. I thought it was just a hangover until it didn't go away. I went to the emergency room, and they told me that i drank too much. It lasted a week and a half, then went away. Two weeks later, I was sitting in my college class that was dragging on and on, and I got that dream feeling again. Now it has been two more weeks since then and I don't think it's going to go away. I'm constantly worried, I went to the doctor for a low blood sugar test because i thought i had that. They told me my sugar level was fine, and ever since they told me that, I haven't had those symptoms anymore. I obsess over things like cleaning, checking, washing, and i have an obsession with doing things in multiples of 5 or 10. The nurse told me that she thinks it's anxiety from moving out, starting college, and drinking. I'm just freaking out because I haven't been diagnosed, but this sounds like what all of you have too. In the morning, I wake up and think I'm fine, but then when I think that, I feel like I'm in a dream again. It sucks so much and I really need some friends who are like me. Thank you and sorry for freaking out. It's just scary and I wish I never would have drank that night.