Hello
So I been suffering from depression and anxiety for over 3 years. It came on suddenly after years of abuse and trauma( war, abusive relationship, abuse in family) Over time I start noticing that my memories are fading and ones that I could access and remember I was not able to connect with it at all. I really didn't obsessed too much over it , but after a while and after a birth of my second child things took a bad turn. Now I feel like I have no emotions, I feel like I am a stranger to my self. I look at my self at the mirror and I have no idea who I am. Memories are hard to recall I know facts about me but details are gone. However I don't suffer from tunnel vision, or like I don't have control over my body. I did have ct scan two years ago and everything was normal. my blood work came perfect. No one around me notice anything different, but me. I just want to go back to my "normal" self, where I can feel happiness and joy. Please is there anyone that is going through same ,because I feel like I am the only one with this problem.
Thank You
Much love to all
So I been suffering from depression and anxiety for over 3 years. It came on suddenly after years of abuse and trauma( war, abusive relationship, abuse in family) Over time I start noticing that my memories are fading and ones that I could access and remember I was not able to connect with it at all. I really didn't obsessed too much over it , but after a while and after a birth of my second child things took a bad turn. Now I feel like I have no emotions, I feel like I am a stranger to my self. I look at my self at the mirror and I have no idea who I am. Memories are hard to recall I know facts about me but details are gone. However I don't suffer from tunnel vision, or like I don't have control over my body. I did have ct scan two years ago and everything was normal. my blood work came perfect. No one around me notice anything different, but me. I just want to go back to my "normal" self, where I can feel happiness and joy. Please is there anyone that is going through same ,because I feel like I am the only one with this problem.
Thank You
Much love to all