[Becca98]

I cant help but feel angry about feeling like this. I have good and bad days and i am just sick of it! I want to have normal days everyday but i have not even felt normal for months now and its driving me crazy! I just want to feel myself again.. I miss the old me. The feeling of not really being here is driving me insane i cant even enjoy life.. All i get is scary thoughts like what is even the point of existing? I need help because i cant do this any longer

 

[RiseAboveThought]

I know how you feel Becca, I deeply feel for you and massively relate. If you want to feel normal you have to be willing to stop being conscious of your own mind which is hard but you can do it. You're having good days which is a good sign that you're on the recovery process. Once you stop giving it attention it will subside. Best wishes.

 

[Becca98]

I know how you feel Becca, I deeply feel for you and massively relate. If you want to feel normal you have to be willing to stop being conscious of your own mind which is hard but you can do it. You're having good days which is a good sign that you're on the recovery process. Once you stop giving it attention it will subside. Best wishes.

I understand where you are coming from but even when im not thinking/worrying about it its still there! I just dont feel right. Will i be like this forever?

 

[Walker]

I totally know what you mean... I like to think that this is not for forever, there are so many curing ways in this world and one of them will help.

Just don't lose hope. You are not alone. I just try not to panic anymore and accept the situation. At some moments it seemed impossible but now I'm pretty used to it.

I know beeing alive can be so exhausting.

 

[RiseAboveThought]

I understand where you are coming from but even when im not thinking/worrying about it its still there! I just dont feel right. Will i be like this forever?

No, you will not be like this forever it does get better and will slowly disintegrate with time. You will recover. I will message you and go into detail in what I am trying to say so you understand and then, you can take steps to recover. Best wishes.