Hey guys. I'm feeling pretty down today. I miss myself. I miss the way I used to experience life. Life is just so meaningless right now. I hate this blank mind thing. Nothing has meaning anymore. I miss having solid memories and being interested in doing things. I just want to feel alive again and in my body/mind. Just the simple fact of living is overwhelming. It feels like I've never done it before. I'm not suicidal, I'm actually scared of death. I just feel so trapped in this body that I dont know what to do with. Any advice or encouragement would be appreciated.