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·Well, things are just a bit up in the air at the mo, I have A LOT of stress on at the mo. I've been pondering how I got where I am healthwise and stuff, things still sinking in kinda. I still get DP/DR but in relation to my temporal lobe problems- I know I'm not schitz and I'm just down cos my psych wants to put me on a psychotropic- one problem, when i went o the ssri that was meant to help with the dp/dr, i started having seizures and i shouldn't have been drinking on them either which was stupid but i didn't know what was happening/was adjusting to the dp/dr still. A lot of people with temporal lobe probs get shrugged off as skitz and that's what kinda happening with my psych at the mo- they just keep blaming anxiety, i know i'm not in denial cos it's not anxiety that's driving this or some kind of psychosis, it's chemical damage cos I know what's happened but I'm just scared to go on a psychotropic cos I already have enough physical problems but I'm facing going private/fighting for better treatment cos healthwise, I'm not getting the right help and the docs are just blaming my past past and not seeing the fact that it's chemical damage and it's a hard situ anyway. Just needed to know I'm not alone