So I smoke weed every day and it's not really a big deal. Last night I smoked and was thinking about reality, and I felt like I was nothing but perceptions. All throughout today though, I've been filled with anxiety and depression. I feel like doing nothing but sitting around, and I feel kinda detached from reality and I feel like I don't know who or what I am. Life just seems weird and off, like I'm not myself. It's making me think anxious things such as, "what if that meditation changed my perception of reality forever" or "what if I go crazy and turn into a weirdo hippie and I'm never gonna be the same". Am I just having anxiety and a little depersonalization or what? It's freaking me out quite a bit so feel free to add any thoughts. Thanks.