Need Advise

Hello I'm lost in my life and need advises.Well I have dp for 2 years without even stop.Also anxiety and shitty obsessions.Now my normal day is like a hell cuz I'm feeling a horrible feeling and its not even dp.Just something buggin me out and I dont know what it is.I tried antidepressants and therapy from 2 therapist but wont work for me.Due to that feeling and failing with therapist I'm obsessed with my anxiety and lifestyle.Im trying to improve my life and go against anxiety everytime I can.So you can think "Isnt it a good thing ?"Nah Its not.Cuz Its become an obsession.Im doing this nonstop and thinking about this nonstoply.What should I do right now ? What can I do ? Thanks for reading